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I Ask for Regret to Go Away

I ask for regret to go away because you do nothing good for me;
I ask for regret to go away because I know it will come eventually;
I ask for regret to go away because I know I can;
I ask for regret to go away because I choose to be happy with my decision and to whatever that will happen to me;
I ask for regret to go away because I built a democracy of myself, and it has no part in it;
I ask for regret to go away because  I am whole, and I am in control, and I am bigger than the parts of myself.

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